Miss Understanding

It is like the whore. Which we never think before. Miss Understanding, thats it. Ever you feel something that you think It's the worst of you. Ever you think something crazy come to your mind and make you do something bad. And it was the whore of you. Sometjomg you never ever think can come. Or you have to feel it before. Maybe out of your mind. Out of your prediction. All of us can't preduct it. It is just bad bad and bad. And of course make us disappointed with it if it happen to us.

How it come? I don't know. Maybe cause of our negative thinking or negative energies that we collect. The energies cause of our bad mistake in the past. Negative thinking in the recent condition also can make it happen. Yap that's are some motive why it happen to us. It also can be real if we think it before and totally believe it will happen. Like an energy sharing. And it can can out of our prediction. It is strange and queer.

We've done it well until the climax of our condition. But we did a worst finishind out of our predict. That was bad. But that can make us stronger than before if we study hard and forget it. But It will make us worst again if we give up. So what do you think about that. Remember it or Forget it? And is it good or is it worst? It is in your mind now.

Energy In Our Life Like A Natural Ingredient For Our Motivation

We live in this world like a thousand or billion people around us. We do some interactions and many things in our life. Passion, Sad, Happy, Cry and other emotion in our life. That is an energy. Actually not just one energy but also much of energies. Expression and Interaction, Believe, Religion, and etc. It's about our feel and how we think something, that consists by many energies of us. From nature or from other things like our feel our believe and our self-concept or our mind-set.

That energy divide by two. The first is energy and the other is negative energy. All of that come from nature or a realm creature. Both of them have a contribution for our life. Like bad damage of negative energy and good result for positive energy. For the bad damage we can call it with "karma"(bad revenge). Then we can call "boon" for the positive energy's result.

Ever we think both of them can set our life? Mind-set and self-concept come from energies. Ever we think about it. My teacher always says something about energy. He can explain it in a long time. He explain that our says, our mind-set our believe it can be true easily with energy. Our nightmare, our pessimist it can happen easily too. We also can share the energy like spell someone. And the progress like a witch curse someone or somebody.

The first is. If we share something good to other people, we can get something good from other people. Like a circulation right! It is a circulation of good energy or we can say positive energy. It also can make us know what something will be happening soon. We can determine our salary this month , this time, next month with an energy too. And we can make our day proceed well. How to do that? We just give a human power or good mind-set in a good condition. So after that it can be happening fast and clearly. And or course it will happen like we want before. So it just like a bank. We share some money(good manner) we will get some money with an interest(much of good manner to us).

The example are like, the first was before junior high school national examination, I always praid to God, I always made my self had a positive thinking then I always share someone and the result was like I wanted before. Although I couldn't be the first in my junior high school but the result make me confidence to get a good level senior high school, And yep now I get a best school in this regency. And Thanks to God that has given me this way. And the other example is My teacher Always tells his student, If he always believe he can establish his salary next month and he always can do it. So he always get something he want and it can be added by other things. How He get that, he share good manner with every one, he share everything the best for everyone and after that he get the way he want. And ever you heard about start your day with smile, That has a magical power that can make our day proceed easily and well.

And then for the negative energy. It has same progress with the positive energy. But It is the opposite of the negative energy. So if we share a negative energy with everyone. We will get the negative energy from everyone. Like if we make someone sad, Cry, Harmed, And etc that can make disappointed, we can gat something like that too. And if that doesn't come to us, It will come to someone that we love like our family, son, daughter or another.

And now, the conclusion is, where is something you want, negative energy or positive energy. Think about it clearly to make yourselves better than now.

Dalam Sebuah Status yang Terbagi

Kita seorang manusia yang hidup biasa seperti orang orang lain dalam bersosialisasi dengan setiap orang lain yang ada di dalam lingkup kita. Kita berinteraksi dengan mereka, bergaul, bercanda hingga kita menjadi makhluk yang sangat terbuka dengan orang lain. Atau dapat kita sebut diri kita dengan makhluk sosial yang supel.

Namun dapatkah kita sadari dalam diri kita sendiri. Ketika kita berinteraksi dengan mereka. Kita pasti sudah melupakan diri kita sendiri.Setiap orang pasti sudah merasakan hal itu. Selama ini apakah kita menyadari bahwa siapakah diri kita sebenarnya. Apakah kita sudah tahu apa identitas kita. Apa status kita dalam kehidupan kita. Ketika kita berinteraksi dengan orang lain.


Dalam renungan pernahkah kita percaya atau lebih singkat berpikir dalam diri kita selalu terbagi menjadi kedalam dua identitas yang tidak sama persis. Yang keduanya berkaitan dan menyatu menjadi diri kita. Dalam pembagiuan itu. Secara cepat dapatkah kita berpikir siapa kita dalam dua identitas tersebut. Mana kita yang asli. Dan mana yang bukan termasuk dalam diri kita atau pribadi kita. Hal itu yang selama ini selalu menjadi masalah dalam kehidupan setiap orang. Terutama seorang remaja yang mencari jati dirinya. Terbagi dalam dua hal yang susah di bahas. dua hal yang menjadi pribadi penentu kedewasaan kita. Hmmh...

Solusi apa yang pantas untuk kita agar kita bisa menjadi diri kita sendiri. Pergi dari sisi lain yang memang tidak pantas untuk diri kita sendiri. Menuju kedewasaan yang ada nanti. Perenungan nmeuju jalan yang cerah dari pemilahan antara sisi gelap dan pribadi asli diri kita. Agar kita dapat menjadi yang terbaik. Itulah hal yang harus dilakukan agar kita dapat menjadi yang terbaik. Dan menuju diri kita kedepan.

In This Lonely

Sekarang 3 April 2010
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